One thing that struck me was her lack of affect, despite being unusually attractive, ridiculously intelligent and very charismatic she was very down to earth, and you certainly wouldn’t imagine she ran what was apparently one of the most “mythical” websites ever created. So I could imagine stumbling upon her site would have been considered “horrible”- especially because it boasted a pretty graphic photo gallery, with her being knifed among other things. She told me that she listed the more unusual scenarios on her website along with photos- people had requested everything from hanging to mock beheadings, (some of which were violent enough that she wondered if she was going to survive) even knifing and impaling. I asked her (who could honestly say they wouldn’t be curious?) what people requested, she said the most common fantasies were rape, choking and other “predictable” things. However she made a very clear distinction between HAVING an unsavoury or unusual paraphilia and ACTING on it. As a result she had a number of paraphilias that would be considered extreme, but the experience had also given her an enormous amount of insight: she realized that most of us don’t have a choice about what we find sexually arousing- her paraphilias included being sexually aroused by the idea of her own death, specifically by her own public execution, which nobody in their right mind would choose as a sexual fantasy. Among other things she had witnessed the sexual murders of two girls her own age, one was 14, the other 15. Importantly, her early teenage years had been a litany of horrendous abuse. Most people would A) not commit such an act on another person and B) prefer not to go to jail before being placed on the sex offenders register. Those that would be impossible to realize without committing at least a sexual assault, at worst a violent rape, GBH or even murder: all of which would involve going to jail, and so for most people would remain a fantasy, because: onion site where she’d fulfill the sexual fantasies of people who had very graphic, violent or dangerous paraphilias.
I once met a girl who made a very good living through a.
0 kommentar(er)
